Irresistible Attraction

Lately, I have been evoking mixed emotions toward that peasant girl, Lizzy. After my arrival at the Rosings in Hunsford, I have been trying to the utmost of my ability to avoid meeting Elizabeth. The reason so for my doing this is for a feeling I cannot help: love. Whenever I see her, I grow a deep and irresistible attraction towards her. From now on, I am hoping to avoid her so I can control these emotions.